I found an excuse to go to subway. Travis was there. Izzy too. And big forehead genoa. Travis hugged me super tight the moment I started talking because he “didn’t know it was that bad”. He also told me that I better get better so we can work tomorrow. Now I’m at my dads and I wish I was still there sitting at that table making him smile while he makes a sandwich. I wish I knew where we stood too, that’d be really nice.